prologue to my life

Nothing....

2011-11-24T22:08:00.001+05:30

Break-down.... melt-down.... movies.... lost marbles.... phizoooomm..... kabooooommmmm...... aaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..........

Not Cool !!!!

2011-11-06T07:36:00.001+05:30

MBA, a three letter acronym is a world unto itself; Howsimilar it is to another three lettered word that changes the course of historyof worlds - "WAR".

Apart from the obvious vowel that they share, there is alsothe quality that changes the lives of people to whom the three lettered euphemismfor hell happened.

Yes, it "happens" to people and I’ll be very lucky to take astep out of the hamster wheel in between and steal a glance outside the cage (and turngreen on seeing the beautiful seagull flying over the Bay of Fundy, towards theocean with grace and purpose).

Assignments are like flak targeting you, and you have toperform brutally insane acrobatics to give yourself a fair chance of out-maneuveringthem. And then, if you did manage to fly out of their range with a decent C+ byserendipity or miraculous slip-up by the pets (bless them for keep the facultyin a perennial good mood) , a swarm of enemy aircraft show up on you radar. Atfirst, they look like harmless flies that you imagine you can swat away. Yes,the finals, presentations, reports; they look like they are so far away that ifyou talk about them, you can be sure to get a laugh or two – even from thegroup of morbid faces logging into blackboard to submit the assignments assoon as they are posted. But they keep getting bigger and bigger, looming nearer and nearer, and one fine morning, pufff!!! they start exactly a month from today!!!!!

You cannot escape enemy fire; no matter how deep your trenchesare, even if you manage to get yourself into the vanguard, the V2 missiles - Quizzes - arefalling like snow in December, all over the land. The **** has hit the fan, itsshowering ugly D’s and F’s.

As if this is not enough, the media is blaring out its speakers about double dip and euro meltdown. I have always respected the Greek.They have given us a lot of philosophy and have happy sounding names. Buttrying to create a Greek tragedy out of the Euro, and giving every soulgraduating next year sleepless nights!!! Not cool man, not cool!!!

Days without Incident #1

2010-06-02T23:24:00.000+05:30

Nicolas Cage in Con Air - "I trust only two people in this world, One's me and the other isn't you!"

How!!!

2010-01-20T21:51:00.001+05:30

Why are you so beautiful!
I can't take my eyes off you...
Always laughing and always happy,
How will I survive without this company?
I'd die, like starved off food,
Like without oxygen,
Like drowning, gasping for air...
Dunno how I survived all these 22 years of my life,
This little stretch of time is when I feel like I have been living!!!

Sweet Heart...

2010-01-19T23:12:00.000+05:30

Sweetheart i am, hearing that, mindless I've become...
Speechless I've become...
No stopping me now, I'm racing towards heaven in ecstasy n joy,
with that word ringing in my ears on an never-ending loop...

<3 <3

2010-01-19T17:45:00.000+05:30

Sleeping so early? I'm missing you dearly...
in the middle of every page i see your face, i remember the way you act with grace...

I'm still trying to study, but nothing is going inside my head, its overflowing with thoughts and feelings for you... I'll try to study and pass the exam tomorrow, but if i fail, the reason is you!
disturbing me while I'm studying...

My!!!

2010-01-19T17:38:00.002+05:30

Everything i hear, everything i see reminds me of only one thing...
in this world of imperfection your wholesomeness stands apart and makes you what you are to me, my personal revenge on humanity- because you are mine, and only mine

He He!!

2010-01-19T17:33:00.003+05:30

The sun has set long time ago... the moon is out, but is hiding behind clouds.. i asked her why? she said she saw u sometime back n was almost scared to death!!! inniku nee make up podalaya? ;)

Drifter...

2009-12-17T23:22:00.000+05:30

Why is everything pointless,
Without any purpose...
Doing this thing or that,
Gives me nothing to move forward...
No reasoning, no objective,
A leaf floating on the water going wherever the damn thing flows...
Down a waterfall, r straight into the sewer,
No purpose to swim against nor with the flow...
When will i get a reason to do this thing or that,
To work towards something or away from it...
Till such a day comes, when i'm fooled by the principles,
And blinded by the supposed rationality, i'll be a drifter...
Liking nothing, disliking nothing, just drift along and nothing more...

HALF, HALF

2009-12-14T00:23:00.001+05:30

I'm split into two. half sane and half mad...

I'm bifurcated, the halves standing next to one another,

Only the backs face each other, each pointing at the opposite horizons.

I'm sliced into two, the pieces are so near, they look as if they're one,

Yet they are so different - i'm not sure if i can ever be one....

Both have minds of their own, each wanting to go different ways....

Sometimes i'm sane, sometimes i'm not...

Sometimes i'm sober, sometimes i'm not...

I'm trying to figure out myself, i keep probing and unraveling deeper than before,

Every time i find something that brings the two halves together, make them one and keep them so,

I find myself cracked into two, the very next day or the day after that...

Each time i find myself a stronger adhesive, a stickier glue,

A sharper blade or a stronger wrench again splits me back into those two...

How will i move if i'm pulled in opposite directions,

Which path can i take, if i want to go in both...

When i'm awake i tire myself trying to find an answer, or atleast a reason that can explain the duality...

When i've exhausted myself to sleep, the same things run in my mind,

This is life on the edge, on the edge of sanity, on the edge of rationality...

On the outside, everything's calm and a perfect veil is spread over all the un-seeable and unseen,

A calm face, a smug smile, prompt questions and a witty answers,

All misleading and dangerously so, because the pitiful cry for help, the desperate search for answer

Is unknown to the outside, is not even suspected in the wildest of the moments...

Hidden, camouflaged, unseen and unsuspected, the process continues...

Sleepless nights and mindless days,

A zombie walks with a masked face, a happy face...

Pain and laughter...

2009-12-11T22:55:00.000+05:30

To look into your eyes and understand you, i fail miserably, a first for me...
Seeing you from afar, watching you be, is the biggest punishment i've given myself...
I'm bound to you, yet you are not to me, my biggest weakness is you,
You stop me in my tracks, where ever i am, whatever i do...
Whatever i do, however deeply i'm involved in it,
There's always a moment i'm out of all that and thinking just about you...
Even in my deepest pain, loneliest moment, i see your face and remember your laughter,
And i cry not by the pain, but by your laughter...
When i'm dead tired, completely exhausted and bereft of all energy, i close my eyes and there you are,
I dunno from where you come, however deep i carve myself out, i still find you and can't remove you.
I'm torn into two, torn apart, i can't find myself, i'm lost and forgot...
I know i'm there, i know i can find, but the will to put myself at a task,
To work at it steadfast, is what i lack now, a restrain that pulls me back from doing what is necessary...
I'm not afraid, things cannot get anyworse, i'm ready to face the music and sing and dance with it,
Only i dunno exactly how to go about doing it...

Going on and on... 64.365

2009-06-28T23:35:00.004+05:30

Not the right mindset to approach the task,
But can’t change it no matter how much I try.
Will have to adapt to things on the go,
And not complain things were so and so.
Still do not know where all this leads,
Yet going on with thoughts and hopes…

Locking horns... 63.365

2009-06-27T23:01:00.007+05:30

Locking horns with the undefeatable(they say!),
Taken fate into my hands or the other way around?
I’ve brought upon me all this, and I alone stand responsible for this.
Even if I want to go back, I can’t.
I’ve burned down the bridge I came through
And stand here with no way to go but forward!
I’ve been losing my belief in things one by one, and now I’m striped down to being invisible!
Knowing little is very dangerous indeed…

Defective piece... 62.365

2009-06-26T23:10:00.006+05:30

I’m a defective piece,
There’s something fundamentally wrong with me,
I want to have the best fit, not a squeeze,
I’m not in acceptable standards, I’m wrong, I’m me,
To lead such an unfulfilling life!
Won’t it be better to step down and take the highway!
Can’t decide, can’t even pretend to be calm,
Something is definitely not right.

chasing my fad... 61.365

2009-06-25T22:37:00.002+05:30

Chasing my latest fad,
Dunno how I’ve had,
Will chase this down to the finish,
Hope the fruits are there for my relish

blah blah blah... 60.365

2009-06-24T23:44:00.005+05:30

Dunno know what to write,
Whether to be content with life or aspire for more?
Will definitely not venture into darkness for monetary gains,
But surely like the prospect of being in light and bright,
Do not want anything, that’ll with time start to bore,
For the content of the heart, fulfillment of the soul, I’m willing to take any pains.

Plain... 59.365

2009-06-23T23:29:00.006+05:30

There is some kind of outlandish feeling about the times now,
Feels nothing like normal, I want to know how,
I want to get rid of it, feel myself again,
At least something I’m comfortable and plain.

Comma or an Apostrophe... 58.365

2009-06-22T23:16:00.000+05:30

Wish I was that brave, that passionate and had that kind of faith in me!
Maybe I play very safe, don’t take that much risk,
My thoughts are rooted so deep, that the roots have come out on the other side,
I’ve been accepting my situation for so long that I lack both the will and strength to break these shackles,
I’ve so! gotten used to living in this box of safety that now, I’m afraid to step out,
I don’t remember how it feels to do something spontaneously,
I feel like I’m living my life out of some logbook, some dictionary…
I don’t even cuss anymore,
Hope I don’t become a comma or an apostrophe in the chronicles of time…

I'm otiose... 57.365

2009-06-21T20:49:00.012+05:30

Haven’t got any solid results, I’m very much exhausted,
There’s no light at the end of the tunnel, I’m either boxed or long way from redemption,

I expected to be flabbergasted,
A few minutes with my thinking cap on, and voila I expected the solution!
This has gone long enough, I want to turn back and get to the comforts of my old ignorant self,
But I can’t undo what I have learnt, so here I am at a lake thinking I was in a gulf,

Too many cul de sacs and now, I don’t think I’ll recognize a good lead when I see one,
Maybe this is the part I start to be diligent and persevere,
But the spark, the motivation, the confidence-the driving-force seems to be gone!
I feel empty and everything seems to pass through me, I’m non-existent and otiose.

hhhhmmmmffff... 56.365

2009-06-20T22:48:00.012+05:30

Feeling a bit empty, over worked and tired out,
Very little energy left, but lots of work left untouched…
Makes me want to shout,
And when there’s no way of meeting the deadline, I feel botched…
Doing things like this once in a while is ok,
The idea of doing it everyday scares me ***tless,
Still, have to face the day when it arrives,
In my lexicon courage is hiding the fear…

I'm my own tow... 55.365

2009-06-19T23:31:00.004+05:30

Really not in the mood to write anything,
What I expect from all this? Nothing…
Leave me alone and I’ll appreciate it very much,
Figuring out a few things for myself is of top priority now,
Trust me, I don’t need your “golden touch”,
I’m the great ship and to enter this harbor, I’m my own tow…

Strip away the fear... 54.365

2009-06-18T23:51:00.007+05:30

Something is not right, maybe this is what they call cold feet,
I’m a bit tensed and feeling the heat…
It’s just another day, but it is "the Friday” for me!
At least a faultless day, if not a wonderful day, this should be…
This feeling will be present till the ordeal is over,
I can’t help it, till then this sword will hover…
Want to push away the anxiety, toss away the tension,
Strip away the fear and be the person I am…
A traveler without destination!

I Want Two Lives... 53.365

2009-06-17T23:31:00.005+05:30

I want two lives, I can’t be content with one.
I want to tear away these walls, and run amok…
I can’t be content with being the regular one,
I don’t want to be put down by some lock,
And forced to be a part of this flock…
I can’t be confined by old rules and stupid guidelines…
I want to know everything,
And see everything and every place…
I want to fly and float on the clouds,
You can’t stop me, I’m out of your bounds!

Key... 52.365

2009-06-16T22:10:00.008+05:30

I’m still looking for the key,
I’m still in the transit zone, I haven’t reached the destination…
Maybe I have reached it, or at least I’m on the right path,
I’ll never know for sure till I open this!
The key to which I’m still searching…
I have set myself to do this task, but I don’t know how to proceed,
I’m at my wit’s end on this, there seems to be no set rules or guidelines to follow…
If and when I find this key, I will know the contents of this!
Self realization even to a small extent makes a lot of difference…

Tick Tock Tick Tock Tic... 51.365

2009-06-15T22:24:00.007+05:30

You work throughout the day, you do not take any breaks,
You do not stop, you do the work, no matter it takes…
You do not tire out and slowdown, even if u slowed down,
it is only because of wear and tear caused by all this work,
And not laziness or procrastination…
Procrastination is not even mentioned in your dictionary,
Your work is great though you look a bit ordinary…
You bring order and punctuality to the world,
With nothing but a spring that is curled…
Without you, the world would be in chaos and lost,
And we’d be uncivilized and still in past…

My blabbering... 50.365

2009-06-14T23:17:00.004+05:30

Feeling a bit uneasy, this is definitely not right,
An almost opaque cloud of mist, maybe its dust,
Is all around me and I am moving towards something…
I hope I’m in the right direction and moving along the right path,
Still I have a little hesitation, the cause of which I do not understand…
Hope I steer clear of this without having any regrets,
Still I have my reasons to go along and reach the destination…
I’ve started to blabber and fumble,
I’ll stop here, I want to be humble…

Hoping for change... 49.365

2009-06-13T23:25:00.007+05:30

I think I’m at the threshold of something,
All the activities that gave me cover against the tough things in life,
Have started to abandon me, They are no longer a haven for me…
Maybe, this is because of an overdose…
Too much relaxation, and moving from one form of it to another,
Have made me numb to the sweet effects of ecstasy…
All things’ll change, they cannot be the same forever,
The beginning of the new month will bring with it,
The much awaited change, for the better or the worse…
Will have to change a lot,
Hoping for a good start!

Vacation! Plan... 48.365

2009-06-12T21:50:00.009+05:30

I have always been procrastinating things,
I have to learn to live the moment…
It has always been the preparation for this, gearing up for that,
One thing or the other. Now, I’ve decided to take a break from it all…
I somehow feel that few things are just not for me,
I’m gonna concentrate on the here and now,
And give “the planning “ a nice vacation…

Search for answers... 47.365

2009-06-11T23:22:00.009+05:30

Looking around, searching for a moral high ground…
To get a perspective of path that has been crossed,
all the things that have been passed…
To get a clearer picture of what lay ahead,
And see whether there was anything to dread…
But the actual path of journey is lost,
In this search for the answers to future and past…
Will I also be lost in this game of course optimization?
Or will I be lucky to find one by my discretion??
Another search for answers, this is curse bestowed upon us!

Llife is a Mirage... 46.365

2009-06-10T21:37:00.010+05:30

Some people have their whole life made easy for them.
Its like there is no obstacle or block in their path…
Life is so easy and comes on a platter for them,
I guess everyone has a chance to make their life simple like that,
Making compromises and adjustments should’ve landed them there,
This is my excuse, my bridle, this pumps rationality into me, I dunno what I want the most in life,
But, to stop searching is what I want to avoid…

Painted glasses... 45.365

2009-06-09T22:20:00.007+05:30

Some people are not ready to see the truth,
Its better to look the world through the colored glasses.
I don’t want to be reminded every now and then that I’m not a student anymore,
Sometimes, not knowing certain things gives some peace of mind,
One should know when to tell the truth and when to smile and runaway.
At every point of time, I should have acted more maturely than what my age prescribed,
And always, I realized it only on retrospection…
All these, strongly tilt the weights in favor of “the fate controlled life”…

The elusive path... 44.365

2009-06-08T21:58:00.011+05:30

Sometimes I’ve felt that 24 hours are not enough for a day.
Wished that I could forgo sleep and work throughout the day…
Nothing motivates me more than a challenge,
To be engaged all day on something important and challenging is a dream for me,

The path to realize that dream is what has eluded me so far,
Its because, I do not know what the path looks like or where it is…

It could've been a... 43.365

2009-06-07T22:20:00.009+05:30

Sometimes, I wonder how different life would have been had I been some other person…
With different background and different environment…
Would I have been the same? Definitely not,
Maybe a few core qualities wouldn’t have changed,
But the perspective and ideas would have definitely varied…
I definitely know for sure, that I’m not the worst equipped person,
There are worse situations I could’ve been in…
Also there are better situations I could’ve been in…
So, I’m definitely fooling myself when I say to myself “This is the best place I could be…”
but, the general direction would definitely be the same,
because I would have made similar choices,
But I’ll never know...

Just a matter of time... 42.365

2009-06-06T23:51:00.007+05:30

As the waiting continues, anxiety increases,
Every hour and every day becomes more and more painful…
Waiting for your approval has become a habit for me,
I think I’ll get a positive result, but how am I going to react after that?
I need to take care of a lot of things,
Plan a lot and also walk on a very thin line balancing and juggling a lot of roles…
Still, am anxious to enter the arena and walk the talk…
I’ll get in anyway, its just a matter of time…

Tomorrow....... 41.365

2009-06-05T21:51:00.006+05:30

Expectations and anxiety, a lot to look forward to,
Some will be fulfilled, there will also be setbacks…
But the unknown, unexpected and the thrill is what gives color to tomorrow,
It is what gives motivation to get up every morning,
The days when its boring, are not counted as lived,

Strong words, still true…

I want everything 40.365

2009-06-04T23:16:00.005+05:30

I want to be competitive but I don’t want to be selfish…
I want to tell the truth and still not hurt others,
I don’t want to lie, still I want to keep others happy,
I don’t want to coerce others, still I want them to do the right things,
I want fame and wealth and also happiness,
I want to see the truth and not be afraid of it…

My notes to me... 39.365

2009-06-03T22:40:00.008+05:30

Lots of things to assimilate and digest,
Analyzing and calculating everything is a tedious task…
Its not about taking the easiest path, But about choosing the path
That compromises our principle the least…
These things cannot be planned, but a general direction can be held
And contingencies handled in the best way…

Be happy... 38.365

2009-06-02T22:13:00.009+05:30

Learn to be happy with what I have,
Don’t look at others and become green at what they have…
Be content and learn to appreciate what you have,
For only then can you be at your best and calm at your heart,
Goals and ambitions are ok, but discontent and whining are not…
Happiness and prosperity are not exactly translated as money and fame…

New Day, New.... 37.365

2009-06-01T23:40:00.008+05:30

It would be better if I knew the destination…
It’d be better if I at least knew the way…
Anyway, I have to tread the path,
I have to cross the bridges as and when I reach them…
Another day, another “facing the unknown” ,
Challenges/opportunities galore for me in life…

Way to life 36.365

2009-05-31T23:31:00.004+05:30

Most of the lanes are blocked,
Either by choice or by chance…
Whatever is passable, has all kinds of obstacles thrown across it…
To weave a path through this and get the way unlocked,
I have to walk and run and hop and dance,
Still I have to take one step at a time and enjoy every inch of it…
Balancing the wheel called life…

Perspective 35.365

2009-05-30T23:31:00.006+05:30

Nothing is simple in life…
I should be ready to fight,
I must be prepared to do all the hard work…
I should be ready to break the knife,
I must fly above the kite,
I should do the work…

Make up for what I Lack.... 34.365

2009-05-29T23:16:00.009+05:30

Measured steps, calculated progress,
For how many more days do I have to watch my back!
Watch where I’m going, think before I speak, meticulously tone down my dress,
I want to end this, I want to learn and earn what I lack!

Little vOkDa and suM rum 33.365

2009-05-28T23:41:00.007+05:30

Carrot juice, ugly moose, which fuse – you choose…
Made of tin, broken shin, she’s my kin and she’ll win…
Colorful balls, lots of calls, big big malls but small small walls…
A glass of vodka and a glass of rum, see – all kinds of words come…

Insane Laughter 32.365

2009-05-27T23:09:00.005+05:30

Hheee heee hheee hheee hhaaa hhaaa haa
Huhuh hhee heee he hu hahhahahahahahahah
Hheee heee hheee hheee hhaaa hhaaa haa
Huhuh hhee heee he hu hahhahahahahahahah
Hheee heee hheee hheee hhaaa hhaaa haa
Huhuh hhee heee he hu hahhahahahahahahah
Hheee heee hheee hheee hhaaa hhaaa haa
Huhuh hhee heee he hu hahhahahahahahahah

Mr. Perfect 31.365

2009-05-26T22:59:00.000+05:30

Secrets, hiding truth, afraid of consequences, running away from responsibility..
If these were right things to do, I’d not be fighting with my conscience…
Lots of overlooking and lots of shrugging my responsibility…
I do not like to do this, but compromising with my conscience,
Has become a necessary evil, I want to be Perfect, but I do not
Have the necessary ingredients, so that is one thing I cannot
B

Bleeding the Earth to Death 30.365

2009-05-25T22:21:00.001+05:30

Plenty of space for everyone in this world,
Then, Why all this bloodshed and death?
Can’t we be happy with what we have,
After all this is one life and one world,
And there’s nothing that can be done after death,
When everything’s destroyed, what will we have?

Dreamz Vs Imagination... 29.365

2009-05-24T23:49:00.003+05:30

Red clouds… Green skies… pink moon and blue sun…
You can fly in water and swim through the air…
Plants can walk and stones can talk…
The food is free but we have to work for air…
Nobody gets sick and there are no needles or syringes…
The vacations are compulsory and they are always free…
Everybody is beautiful and no one complains…
There is no war because there are no countries,
No imaginary lines to separate neighbours or put them at war…
In sleep I dream and when I’m awake, I imagine. I imagine what is never possible.

Evil Cold 28.365

2009-05-23T23:54:00.002+05:30

Long night ahead, I have caught cold from somewhere,
I would like to runaway from it, to anywhere…
Dunno how I caught it, now suffering the evil side effects,
I’m tired of suffering, I don’t want to do this act…
Running nose, and blocked airway,
I want to get rid of it, only I can’t blow it away…
Please deliver me from this evil cold,
I will pay you your weight in gold…

Why? 27.365

2009-05-22T23:04:00.005+05:30

Why do you keep moving too far,
I won’t leave you, where ever you are…
Give me a chance to prove myself to you,
You can then decide that you like me and know that I like you…
How’ll you know when you haven’t even met me,
Is asking for a chance to listen me out too much?
I’m not asking you to love me as such…
Maybe my pleas are falling on deaf ears,
Maybe you’ll realize this after many years,
I might still be pestering you then,
Or be dead cause of this pain and this pen
That is bleeding my heart for you….

Change for the better 26.365

2009-05-21T21:15:00.009+05:30

A welcome change in this world of boredom,
A dance of colors in a black and white kingdom…
A breath of fresh air in to the gloomy dampness,
A ray of sunshine with the soothing heat in this coldness...
To prevent me from becoming a bum,
It is a reminder of things to come…

To keep the hopes up and hearts calm,
At this time, it is an effective balm…

Momentary glimpse of the clear sky at the eye of the hurricane!

Approval in silence 25.365

2009-05-20T23:45:00.004+05:30

All I am asking for, is your silent approval,
I didn’t do this for me, I did this only for you…
I don’t want you to be blindly loyal,
You give me chance to explain this to you…
I don’t even want you to defend me,
A simple nod of understanding will go a long way…
Then, I’ll give this a rest and let things be,
For it is only your words that’ll matter at the end of the day…
For me…

Burns and Scars.... 24.365

2009-05-19T23:59:00.002+05:30

Scars and burns all over me,
Too much sorrow and anger buried inside me…
Year after year, people after people, the things, the place the times…
Move in and move out, but all the crimes,
In me are buried… one after the other…
Maybe they’ll be exonerated, maybe they’ll be exhumed…
Maybe they should be left alone, to be on their own…
Crime seems to pay and the there’s nothing I can do or say…

I'm the lone traveler 23.365

2009-05-18T23:09:00.000+05:30

Today is just another day, so was yesterday…
All problems kept at bay, nothing really in the way…
The road is empty because I’m the only traveler,
I’m alone because I was not a good teller…
I didn’t tell the rich were bright, the powerful were right,
So here I am, riding on no one’s back,
Moving along in my own track…
Do I regret? no I do not,
even if I did, I’d still say I do not…

Sliced through the middle, but broken in many ways... 22.365

2009-05-17T23:07:00.004+05:30

The satisfaction of completing a work, Its been so long since I felt this…
It’s a hard worker’s invaluable perk, It is equivalent to lover’s passionate kiss…

All is not lost when the sky has grown dark, For, the moon patrols till the sun is up next day…
The dog that seldom bites is the one to always bark, At least, that’s what people say…

Waiting for the time to plant my kiss, To tell my love and give my heart,
But all I get is “the look” – my eternal bliss… A simple nod or the curve of the mouth is all I ask for our life to start…

Clipped Wings... 21.365

2009-05-16T23:09:00.004+05:30

I feel like the water in a balloon that’s been poked with a pin,
Like the hot water blowing out of the geyser with din…
Like the smile that breaks out, at first sight after separation,
Like the joy that spreads, on the triumph of a creation,
Like the flood that breaks out, after heavy rain,
Like the anger that explodes, when a loved one is in pain…
Raring to go and conquer the sky,
But am chained to ground and cannot fly,
Clipped wings, and chained arms, but the heart says try, try, try…

Hiding... 20.365

2009-05-15T23:40:00.000+05:30

Cautious in every step, looking over my shoulder every instant,
Out on the road, I keep my head low and my pace constant...
I sneak out of my room and out of the house,
Lest someone recognizes me and asks me the dreaded Ques…
Running away is not an option, so is finding alternatives,
I don’t need any consolation, at least not from the so-called “relatives”...
All I can do is hide and wait and wait some more,
Till the forgotten are remembered and the signal comes from offshore…
I want to punch him in the face, slit his throat,
I hate it when I’m not at the helm of my boat...

Colorful threads... 19.365

2009-05-14T23:51:00.002+05:30

Intertwined threads, each a different ray,
They run and jog, walk and jump, all along the same way…
The beauty of the threads can be appreciated only from the outside,
And the journey can be enjoyed, only by looking at the Bright side…
Each thread carries a story, with all the ups and downs that can be expected,
But the way in which they mingle and support each other is surely unexpected…
Each of them alone are not so interesting, But together they paint a colorful picture,
with the greens and blues; pinks and yellows; oranges and reds that make a joyful mixture…
To describe a picture in words is not easy,
Yet, I have to do something to keep me busy…

Pause And Peace... 18.365

2009-05-13T23:24:00.001+05:30

Feeling bad, feeling like shit…
I don’t like it even a bit,
Don’t want to talk, want to hit the pause button…
I want to club down everything with a baton,
I want to be left alone, I want to stay away from everything…
I don’t want worries, I don’t want thoughts…
I don’t want delays, I don’t want any of the money or the spots…
Just let me be and maybe, I’ll find peace…

I swear @$!@$@#%$... 17.365

2009-05-12T23:41:00.002+05:30

Please rot in hell,
At least be imprisoned in a smelly shell…
You have done enough damage,
You should be hung in a rusted electric cage…
Caught in the crossfire!
You should be run over by spiked tire,
Part of the collateral damage?
You should be given to Satan in bondage…
you should be left in sewage with rats,
you should eat your own **** like cats…
everything said, at the end of the day,
you go home to my darling…
I curse you that your hairline will recede to the back of your neck,
You’ll fall in the stairs and break your hip…

SH and CR

2009-05-11T23:08:00.000+05:30

what is the right thing to do... saying the thing the listener wants to hear, the thing that'll help them, or just the truth?
i'm so confused that i want to press the pause button on life and think... think till the head stops hurting, till i can start thinking clearly, till i can come to conclusions, till i know what i need to do, till i know the right thing to do...like all things in life, i have to wade through this also... sometimes i wonder if the things i have done are wrong... whether they're wrong or right, i do not give a damn... i still have the weight that i guess will carry for a long time to come... damn it all...

keeping fingers crossed... 16.365

2009-05-11T23:04:00.002+05:30

I’m treading a new path, I’m ignorant and naïve here,
Still I crave to be here because I know I’m good at this…
I’m not sure things will work out, I’m not sure,
But if I get a chance, a decent shot at this, I’d be in a bliss…
I haven’t given it my best, still I want it,
I auditioned just for the sake of it, and realized it’ll be a nice thing to do…
That’s how I committed myself for this year, that was the spark for this crazy s***,
Can only keep my fingers crossed, nothing else I can do…

Sleep... 15.365

2009-05-10T23:02:00.002+05:30

Constant change, new problems, life is not easy,
One thing or the other keeps me busy…
Busy, not in the right way-eating away, at nothing,
And without answer , Going round and round at something…
This will not stop and I cannot rest,
Should convince myself that everything is for the best…
I desperately seek answers to my innumerable questions,
Guess I have to sleep again, not because of satisfaction but of fatigue…

Dreamz..... 14.365

2009-05-09T23:49:00.000+05:30

A sparkling and flowing stream,
A tasty and sweet ice cream…
Smooth, comfortable drive on fiesta,
Through a Green, lush and pleasant vista,
My beautiful better half at my side,
Life’s hard work and achievements giving pride…
Dreams are essential for life to move forward,
They give me hope when I’m stuck.
Dreams may not come true,
They may still remain a dream,
But they give me a direction when I get up everyday,
That is all I care and that is all I want…

Lot of things... 13.365

2009-05-08T23:55:00.000+05:30

Worrying about a lot of things,
Planning to do lot of things,
Want to give words to a lot of feelings,
But can’t find them. dunno where to find them…
All roads seemed to lead to the light,
saw obstacles in some and a few roads seemed welcoming…
but in this particular road, the path seemed bright,
bloody s***, forgot all about optical illusion and thus my shortcoming…
I can weave my path through thorns, jump over pits,
and climb over boulders, but, comeon! I can’t swim through a quagmire!!!
lack of sleep and lots of thinking has made an ass out of me…
but ahem!!! I didn’t push you to read this ;)

can't help - helpless 12.365

2009-05-07T23:37:00.000+05:30

I’m in a mess, hands are tied but want to help,
But I really can’t, that’s the predicament…
When the floors fall from under my feet,
When there is no light nor any heat,
Everything I reach to grasp, crumbles at my touch,
All I can do is yelp for help…

closing doors... 11.365

2009-05-06T23:54:00.000+05:30

When one door is closed, another is opened…
I’ll be happy to find, even a hole in the wall to squeeze myself through…
There is no question without an answer in this world, and I firmly believe that there is an answer to everything…
Maybe I’m wrong or it’s the extra glass of v@#$@! speaking… but this is worth to mention. When I believe this, there seems to be no reason to give-up on anything… who knows, maybe pushing myself for a few more seconds might make the difference…

stupid rhymes... 10.365

2009-05-05T23:45:00.001+05:30

Horse bars Cars mars
Lamp stamp clamp damp
Stone bone lone moan
Poke choke cloak soak
Time grime crime
Loss boss toss cause
Pine swine twine shrine
Tree free spree
Lock cock shock clock
Shin chin pin win
Can van tan span
Lean mean clean sheen
Try cry fry dry
Lick pick stick tick
Launch paunch conch staunch
Hand wand band land

endless !!! ? 9.365

2009-05-04T23:22:00.001+05:30

There is a beginning and an end for everything,

All bad things do come to an end, and the suffering is not for nothing…

At the end of the day, when all the loss is accounted for and the mess cleaned up,

The real victim is left alone with all the scars and wounds…

The floors can be waxed, houses cleaned and the face can wear make-up,

But the heart can’t be bandaged, it cannot hide its wounds…

Its still awake in the middle of the night, becoming an insomniac,

Thoughts run amuck, images flash wildly and everything is a dream…

It takes every bit of energy to resist from becoming a maniac,

A white water rush is born out of what was once a stream…

As Newton says, things continue to stay in their current state, unless

An external force is applied on it. That force is the redemption from it all…

Mostly this redemption is in the form of hope, a boundless

Source for this hope is love, love, love and more love…

Poor me... 8.365

2009-05-03T23:41:00.000+05:30

I’m misunderstood… Painted for what I’m not…
It happens to everyone, its not my fault…
For some cases, I’m to blame,
About the rest, I’m in flame…
When its someone I don’t care, I don’t give a ***k,
But with someone I respect, I’m run over by a truck…
This is how life rolls,
Who weeps for poor souls!

dunno what to name it... 7.365

2009-05-02T23:23:00.000+05:30

fear loss hope failure success doubt goal wish aim work perseverance action plan strategy application scrutiny comparison reference denial fate luck entertainment luxury excitement mistake decision calculation confusion delay wait inequality capability trust anger frustration upset depression god challenge obstacle way guide help passion information prediction knowledge brave risk foresight confidence trust support care heart love money life.

Futility... 6.365

2009-05-01T23:45:00.001+05:30

I have planned a lot of things… some for the far away future,

Some for tomorrow… and some for near future…

Because I include hard work and honesty as the means,

I expect the plans to succeed by default. But, above all there is the hand of fate

which should rest on my shoulders for me to succeed. How do I ensure their presence?

This is a very important thought…

I guess the answer will remain a mystery and no use in digging deep…

For such digging, there is no clear process

Because writing down this important requisite of success

Will amount to creating a recipe for success…

Unbreakable 5.365

2009-04-30T23:26:00.002+05:30

I Was angry, angry because I was upset…

Didn’t like anything, but alive because I couldn’t find a rope and tree…

All is not well, all is not fine… I find myself on a spree…

A spree of loss, a spree of self-destruction…

Broken repeatedly… again and again and again and again…

Broken umpteen times, also resurrected every time…

Broken and joined so many times that I don’t know if I’m the same now…

Whenever I’m broken it looks like this is the last time and I shall never be the same,

But one thing or the other saves the day…

but the next time I’m broken, it feels like the last one again…

should find some way to wade through all this unbroken…

but unbreakable is too much to ask…

pictures : Window to another world. 4.365

2009-04-29T16:07:00.001+05:30

Flickr

They take us out of here and transport us to their world. whenever I am upset or depressed, I go to flickr. I can’t understand it fully, but it gives me a lot of peace and calm just to browse through all the pictures. Some of those pictures pour out so much happiness and hope that it simply takes my mind out of everything. Maybe because pictures are mostly taken when we are happy, they pour out joy. But the act of browsing really calms my soul and feeds life into me. Some pictures are really breathtaking, but all of them convey something. Maybe you see only what you want to see. This really explains a lot about my me? I’m yet to fully comprehend, and this 365 project is one of the steps towards it.

Questions 3.365

2009-04-28T15:10:00.001+05:30

There are a lot of questions that I would like to ask.
Some questions, I want to address to specific/group of people
and some to everyone in general.
But I’m afraid that when such questions are asked,
they change the way people think of me.
They give you the look and typecast you.
Sometimes these questions are asked to get an answer
and sometimes they are put out just as a thought.
But this question is very special.
I want to know the answer because it has been eating me for some time now.
When such a doubt comes to the mind,
it shakes up your whole thought structure, it breaks you.
Such questions are more corrosive than anything else because,
they don’t leave anything to build upon later.
I am still looking for the answer, because I don’t know whom to ask the question to.
All I need is an answer, at least a clue. Others might ask for direction but I ask for hope.

Monologe : Do you need help? 2.365

2009-04-27T15:56:00.001+05:30

A beautiful vista full of things you like. Nothing to turn away from and nothing to regret or penitent. Everyone has ghosts in their past, skeletons in their closet, nobody's perfect. This life I am promising will take you away from all these shadows from your past, it’s a chance for you to turn a new leaf, change for good.
You don't have to betray anything or anyone, just step away from all these things that you know to be bad. Not everyone will get such an opportunity, but you are getting it. This is not because I like you but because you want to change. I know that deep down in your heart, you want to take a break, and you want to stop. I’m simply giving you an opportunity.
I can see it in your eyes; you crave for change and help. You can help only those who are willing to accept it; others will not see the truth and will not value it. You are aware of the follies and you know the truth. Knowing what you are doing is the first step towards change.
When you know that you are doing a mistake, you'll look for opportunities to stop doing it, enlightenment will lead to acknowledgement and it will lead to repentance. When you truly repent, you'll change.
This beautiful place will give you a chance for that. As I said you can only help those who ask for it. Now, do you need my help?

H2O 1.365

2009-04-26T21:07:00.003+05:30

a drop of water is seconds away from the fall

a fall that will make it indistinguishable from them all

the almost globular nectar, transparent in all its beauty

reflects a thousand hues yet maintains its unique quality

it can be a part of anything, a solvent for medicine

a mix in a cocktail, a part of any thirst quenching sin

or simply washed down the drain

but the most disturbing thing is that, the decision is not its.

no matter what the droplet hopes or wishes or aspires,

its fate depends on the tap from which it falls.

Hi,

2008-10-15T02:37:00.000+05:30

hi, how are you... just thought i'd send u a mail... there's nothing special other than the fact that it is addressed to you. there are somethings that you cannot express outright, just as you think of it.... There are such things for me which i cannot express as and when it comes to my mind. they have to be thought out in the subconscious, over and over for a considerable amount of time before i can spell it out, either through writing or through speech.

One of them is my serious regret at not talking to you in person. Whenever I think and whenever I try to, one thing or the other comes up. I feel that some one is orchestrating my day to keep me away from you. There can be no other possible explanation. Yet here I am stealing time from other works, writing you a letter about the thoughts in my mind for a very long time.

Thank you for being there for me when everyone else were not.

Life

2008-08-22T01:15:00.007+05:30

Gift of life.

The gift of life is for everyone. It is the means and the goal. What one does with it is up to the individual. Life provides the means to achieve one's goals and that life becomes the achievement in the end. Numerous examples can be quoted to prove this point both the good ones and the ugly ones.

Which ones are good and which ones are bad? by the standards of the literary/civilized world, selflessness and good for the majority without harming others is good and selfishness and taking away from people what belongs to them is bad.

There are a lot of points on this scale between the good and the ugly and a mighty majority of people are near the middle, neither good nor bad. what is the end result? both the good life - heroes and the bad life - villains (translated as dictators) are made examples of.

Then, what is this life for? everyone does things that they think is best under the given circumstances from their perspective. a thought or action that seems the most rational thing to do, might look utterly unimaginable and grotesque to another, where both are in the same situation and under the same parameters and acting forces. Their perspective of thoughts and life as a whole is the stimulus for the actions. There are certain principles in life for everyone, even unprincipled, unscrupulous acts are guided by some principles that put certain luxuries or disregards before compassion and the common good .

What should be the ideal aim of life - public good - translated as - helping the needy translated as - removal of suffering - translated as - equality (it does sound like communism) and how can this be accomplished - creating opportunities for people to elevate themselves from suffering to the standard work-earn-spend stereotypes the local benchmark of above poverty(yes, everything does come down to money in the end).

The aim in life is what guides people to do things - What looks good to their eyes is what should be done. some people don't have any aim in life - it must be rephrased as their aim in life is to be aimless(mere survival).

It is all in the mind(hypothetical) - the aim, the striving towards that aim, the achieved goal. To which audience is the life played out to? who is the judge? Don't say god, if he is the creator, omnipotent, omnipresent and making us do all that he wants us to do, how can he judge his own creation?

How will you prepare for an exam whose results you know will never be published and the people evaluating your paper do not matter (or worse, don't exist)?

I'm satisfied... Are you?

2008-08-06T02:50:00.001+05:30

Is falling in love a crime or a privilege?

It is not everybody's part of life, some are blessed with the opportunity and other lesser mortals can only contemplate what it might be like to be madly in love. Not everyone can go after their dildhaar, after all that person might be committed to someone else. One can never be sure that the reciprocation , if there is one will be in equal proportions.

Take life from a bird's-eye view. Every one aspires to make for themselves what they think is best. Be it a villa in france or an independent house in the suburbs. The journey towards that goal leaves behind many a traveler stranded on the path, but they make their homes where ever they were stranded and live with what they have got.

Is it right? Then what is that missing entity which differentiates those achievers n the losers! Then is the person achieving his limited goals better than the pauper who only became a king when he aspired to become god!

Is it still difficult to think about your lost love or you manage to pass it on with a laugh, both in front of others and your conscience. Is this the quality which differentiates an achiever and a 'content for less' person! Does putting one's past behind make that mysterious demarcation between the elite and the ordinary!

Whatever it is, people on both sides haven't been able to put it out in the sun. Either you know it and you are a winner or you don't know it and you are - what you are "SATISFIED"

I want to be cold hearted

2008-07-01T12:07:00.009+05:30

Hi, this is one of those days I question everything. This is one of those days my supposed rational brain goes on overdrive causing discomfort and embarrassment to my otherwise normal self and a whole lot of trouble to the unsuspecting audience. So, coming to the matter of dissent today.

The phrase "Warm welcome".

I do not know about others but I do not feel comfortable in a warm room, any temperature above my body temperature is not welcome to me. I would prefer a cool breeze, a cool drink, sleep in a cool room and definitely not in a hot or warm (for that matter) room. Even during the winters, I prefer to sleep under a ceiling fan in the cool drafts from the fan rather than without it (which is definitely hot in a closed room in chennai).

Anyone can guess the relevance of the phrase tracing its origin to westerners. They living in their homes near the top of the northern hemisphere have a cooler weather and climate than us. The environment being generally cooler than body temperature the comfort quotient greatly shifts towards the higher temperatures, hence the phrase warm welcome, warm greetings, etc. where warmth is taken as comfort, equivalent to soothing, calming and consoling.

The crux of the matter is that the phrase being specific to a particular region is unfit to be used here in the tropicals. So finishing the post before I become sober, I propose that the phrase be changed to suit us.

Let us be cold to others, cool in our manners and extend cold greetings instead of warm ones. We are paying back with the same currency, after all we get cold shoulders from them. Thank you for patiently reading my blabber. I pray to god that people greet everyone with a cold heart from now.

PS : on a similar footing my school chummy added another example of such (thoughtless/ful) adaptation of greetings. "sleep tight". I will not bore you with a rhetoric explanation, the dots are there, just connect them...

Do you travel with your mobile phone

2008-07-01T11:56:00.006+05:30

Hi… I haven’t written for a long time, the reason can be attributed to many things and one of them being my recklessness ;)

So after this long hiatus, I’d like to post something that would be helpful and useful to many… This will be useful to those of us who use mobile phones and travel long distances, esp. on track or road.

Many of us would’ve observed that when we travel long distances the charge in our mobile phones are drained as if we’ve been talkin over the phone all the time. The reason for this is very simple – when the instrument is taken out of a particular network’s tower coverage area, the instrument’s antenna searches for other compatible network’s towers.

In India there are not many networks that allow other service provider’s customers to tap into their network. Coming to our problem here, there is a solution to this. Technically changing the operator selection from automatic to manual, this problem is solved.

Here the instrument, when moved from one network’s tower to another or when entering a new area with no network coverage, instead of searching the whole spectrum of frequencies searches only for the home network. This saves a lot of power which is otherwise lost.

This is done by selecting the following from any mobile handset.

Menu > settings > phone settings > operator selection > manual

Enjoy the longer hours of music and chatting while traveling, moreover prevent the frustration of a dead phone on the morning of arrival after a long ( usually sleepless ) journey.

Chowwww.

One of the last days of class

2008-03-25T15:46:00.003+05:30

Your brain malfunctions when you are in class room. You start at a seemingly normal piece of writing, but end up disgracing yourself. As I attended one of the last class room sessions of my UG life, I once again muddled my thoughts...

I'm looking for a perfect turnip
and I like to cook listening to music that make hips turn

All this talk of GM and non-organic foods that are toxic!
why do you want to eat any food that makes you sick too?

Such a food might always be a threat
but what would you choose, let one person eat (r) three

Any favour or treat you receive is a barter
and you mostly return them when it's your turn (at) bar

When you look deep into the living world, you'll find the omnipresent carbon
but it is conspicuously absent in locomotories like bone (n) car

The backbone of any social living are food, security, romance
water, space, knowledge and work be it ants (r) rome

Driving me out of my mind

2008-03-11T13:20:00.007+05:30

I don't have any experience in this. How do I do it...
What dress do I wear for the occasion... Her favorite color or mine...
The dress I look good in or the dress she likes...
Do I tell her when she's alone or call her out when she least expects...
Shall I write her a letter or shall I tell her in person...
Should I give the letter in person or through Mail...
What shall I write in the letter, that I'd die without her or I want to live with her...
Should I give her a card or should I write an ode on her myself...
What am I hesitating for, what am I afraid of?

I simply do not know... I can't think straight, I can't even think. Is this right, Is this normal... I don't know, I simply cannot feel anything except the anxiety and the rush.

Too much hot blood, mixed with lots of hormones... silly explanation for something that is beyond materialistic perception. Whatever it is, Will have to scrape through this night... What was the starting point anyway...

Sharp and magical look, sweet and captivating smile, narcissistic small talk, eternally seductive demeanor... whatever it was, sure hasn't loosened it's grip...

All the talk and writing now, drains me out of words in her presence. No courage left to face those eyes and tell the dream in my heart. Don't know where the stutter comes from. Getting a hi out of the mouth becomes a truly gargantuan task.

This is yet another night, how many such nights and sleep deprived mornings more, to that fateful day? I don't know. It's simply driving me out of my mind.

Blank

2008-02-24T19:12:00.000+05:30

This is how I feel... Nothing seems to go in, and nothing comes out. Everything is outlandish, I don't recognize anything, even things that I do know are now in that region of the mind that is just out of reach. I know that it is just there, but i can't reach it. Learning new things is hell, rhetorics! god! I don't even want to discuss the plight of the reader, and when it reaches the evaluator you learn the meaning of tit for tat.

Such desperate times need desperate measures.
Skip the work,
bunk the class,
take the day off,
SLEEP!
It is always nice to advice people, to tell you the truth none of these have worked for me. These are the common remedies you can find once you research on this. I take that this hiatus is similar to that type of head ache for which no one has found a cause, it simply comes in, and goes out in as much an unimpressive manner.

I simply know that this is not a very rare complication but the time at which this happens reinforces my notion that god has a great sense of humor. When I appear for a difficult exam, When I am in front of a crowd, When I talk to any beautiful stranger, When I start writing a blog... this list is very long... A simple thing that i fell positive about is that only a functional machine can incur wear and tear, rusting cannot do this.

Life of pain

2008-02-23T19:28:00.002+05:30

Alone in the darkness, not a flicker of hope from anyone or any direction
with doubts in mind and heart, any glimmer of light has as much odds as a cul de sac

living or dying is not in his hands, whichever way the wind blows decides his action
the tempo and gyrations, to move onwards or fall on his back

Bound to such work which are not his responsibility to execute
burying those deep and cherished dreams in the chest with all such others

moving on with a load that is fit to adorn Hercules' and struggling to contribute
whatever he can to the common cause that will decide the future of his sisters and brothers

The life of a child soldier pushed to the battlefield is cruel.

Opportunity

2008-02-22T20:33:00.005+05:30

Why are some opportunities referred to as having only a short time span to utilize? The window of opportunity...

opportunities are just a coincident occurrence of favorable incidents that pose a chance to use one's customized faculties that needn't be unique, to turn the tides in one's favor. This means that, this so called window of opportunity needn't be a window. It can be anything from a slit at a width of a few nanometers to a spacious corridor accommodating the invading army.

If this is the case about windows of opportunities... what is the meaning behind clever people creating their own opportunities!!!

Here the explanation is very similar to the one given by Robert M. pirsig, the anomaly, here the opportunity has always been there, It is only the observer who has now been awakened to its reality. The fine difference between looking and observing is what makes this clever person create opportunities. Enough of these opportunities, take a break... bindaas karr.

Trepidation

2008-02-22T19:58:00.003+05:30

Usually people get alarmed or tensed when faced with a situation. Such situations are generally challenging and need immediate response from the person without which the situation would get out of hand and yes you are correct about the person who will be blamed for the debacle.

People react in two ways, some take the situation into hands do whatever is necessary to minimize damage and not do those things that could exacerbate them. When such people take the reins, the situation is usually tackled well and sometimes the actions lead to recovery and victory beyond prognosis.

The rest either shy away from the place and enter a cocoon to guard against any and all criticisms leading to no growth at all both intellectually and in the eyes of the spectators or do the only thing that must not be done at such a place... pointing finger.

Pointing fingers will lead to a wild goose chase at a time when concrete actions and decisions have to be made. These people not only fail to solve the problem or aid the process of solving it any way, they repeatedly come in the way of the people who try to solve them. This annuls the sincere efforts taken by responsible people and worsens the already muddled situation.

Not everyone can do the correct thing at the first instance, if I can handle the heat, well and good. If I feel that I'm not up to the task, I'll take the bench and stay out of the way, learn how things are done and improve myself, Because sooner or later I know that I will have to face that unknown.

Why are you so stupid ?

2008-02-10T04:27:00.004+05:30

Think out of the box

what is this box, what is it made of,
what is it's colour, what are it's dimensions,
what is it's capacity, of what shape is it,
Is it air tight, is it water tight,
how does it smell inside, how old is it,
is it strong, can it float,
what are it's contents, what is it protecting these contents from?

What kind of a box are you talking about,
Does this mean I'm inside the box now, or
just visiting it only when I think,
Can I fold it away after using it,
Do dumb people have access to it,
How....

What are you coming at!!!

The box doesn't exist, it is just our imagination.

The best source of inspiration

2008-02-10T04:00:00.001+05:30

The best source of inspiration, what do you think best deserves this title?

Necessity as we all know is the mother of invention, but does that qualify it as the best source of inspiration...

An inspiration "dawns" on people... It is not structured or orchestrated into everyday life.
It comes out of the blue
Strikes you when you least expect it
sometimes even below the belt jabs are fair and square.

It can be a dream-a silly one or a romantic duet or even a nightmare...
It can be a mundane routine - crossing the street,
being caught up in a crowd, a vista of valley,
a beautiful painting, a romantic poem,
a joyful interlude, a heavenly voice,
a red rose or
simply a warm smile :)

GROPING IN THE DARK

2008-02-10T03:12:00.001+05:30

Terrible visions transcending the most atrocious predictions are the most dangerous to one's life.

The belief in work when not present in others can be tolerated but when it is absent in the doer, it cannot be forgiven. such a cause is lost even before it is drawn into a plan. When such an absence is felt, it rusts out and wears out even the most accomplished schemes and ideas that might be invaluable on the road to success.

Lack of belief or confidence in oneself is a problem indeed, but is not an obstructive hurdle that cannot be passed, but what can you do about indifference... Try whatever, you may coax, you may bribe, you may threat, you may tempt... the result is the same, the same unbudging wall.

The moments of darkness, when you don't know where you are, which path to follow... How much can you endure? Which is the right thing? --- The classic GROPING IN THE DARK...

What do you make of it? What do you do with it? Leave it aside, let it rest for want of a sunny day???

The damage so done is mostly reparable, cometh a sunny day and some warm ideas of the mind, the rejuvenation is colossal... a jump from the abyss to the top of the mountain. This is what is needed, this is what is necessary.

I'm waiting for such a sunny day, for such a warm feeling for such a moment when I'll believe that I can do it, and when I think I can, I definitely can.

The heart behind harry potter

2008-02-04T20:12:00.000+05:30

This is an article that i came across some time ago, might interest you.

At the time, Harry-mania was already exploding in English-speaking countries. In Edinburgh, Rowling was hunkered down, refusing all media requests and most outside distractions, as she worked feverishly on the lengthy story that eventually became the 636-page Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire. And in Toronto, nine-year-old Natalie McDonald was dying. "She was obsessed with the Harry Potter books," remembers family friend and political activist Annie Kidder. "They had been her respite from the hell of leukemia. And because I'm the sort of person who thinks there must be something I can do, I badgered Rowling's publishers in London, sending them a letter and an e-mail and a fax for her."

Passed on by the publishers, the letter arrived at Rowling's Edinburgh home a day after the author had left for a holiday in Spain. "When I came back two weeks later and read it, I had a bad feeling I was too late," Rowling told Maclean's. "I tried to phone Annie but she wasn't in, so I e-mailed both Natalie and her mother, Valerie -- because Annie hadn't told Valerie what she had done." Rowling was right in her foreboding -- the e-mails were received the day after Natalie died on Aug. 3.

"Jo's e-mail was beautiful," Kidder says. "She didn't patronize Natalie, or tell her everything was OK; she addressed her as a human being who was going through a hard time. She talked about her books and her characters and which ones she liked best." And most remarkably of all, Rowling freely shared the secrets of her fourth novel, details media and fans desperately sought for another 11 months.

The story might have ended there, but Valerie McDonald wrote back, in thanks. "That letter touched deep," Rowling says slowly, trying to explain the esteem in which she holds Natalie's mother. "I just knew, reading it, that if we had been two mothers waiting for our kids at the school gate we'd have been friends." So a regular correspondence began, and an unexpected friendship -- "the one moment of light in this whole horrible thing," says Kidder -- was cemented last summer when McDonald, her husband, Bruce Stratton, and their two daughters travelled to Britain to meet Rowling. But even before that, the author had quietly commemorated the reader she never met. On page 159 of Goblet of Fire, the famous sorting hat of Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry sends first-year student Natalie McDonald -- the only real person named in any of Rowling's novels -- to Harry's own Gryffindor house. It was during that English visit last summer, reading the just-released Goblet of Fire to her daughters while riding on the London tube, that Valerie McDonald learned of Rowling's gesture. And on Rowling's first day in Canada, says the writer, she spent a "wonderful" afternoon at Niagara Falls with the McDonald family and Kidder.

The Juggler

2008-02-03T20:48:00.001+05:30

I'm no different from the juggler you come across in a circus
because both of us are very similar when it comes to our purpose.

You are first awed by his performance then you become all praisy
you cheer him along,
give out a few comments then you move to your next momentary wonder,
of which juggling doesn't belong.

do you know the pains i took to gain your attention, how much sweat and how much sacrifice to juggle all that you considered high, what do i get in return? a few minutes of your praise and admiration then the fading aura of your presence.

why are you like this? why did you change your mind? is your next fad permanent , will it be your last, if that is true i will make it my attribute and if i can't i will die trying...

This is ridiculous... this is idiotic... how can i die for this, how can i give up... this is my state, i don't know what to do, i don't know how to react, may be this is called falling in love... no.. no.. this is called mad with love.

Be a nice stranger

2008-02-01T20:43:00.002+05:30

Having rationality of thought is the basic trust we have in one another, when such a trust is breached we tend to group-up with people who similarly think that such a breach has occurred. It is at times like this that we react very differently from our normal selves. when the person involved is a stranger, our societal norms and rules kick in and helm the executive bodies of the parliament that is our brain and we indulge in showering of dos and don'ts that match a conventional downpour flooding the poor listener and disorienting him into the edge of his decency of public behavior( when the poor soul listens to you). when such a breach has led to physical inequilibrium of our dear ones, we are ourselves forced out of our rationality, resulting in the execution of such hideous acts of cruelty that echoes off everywhere as an eye for a scratch.

Then what is the correct action that is expected of us being the torch bearers of civilized,social and societal behavior ?
continue with our mundane work as most of us do pretending that nothing of such a behavior is our problem, no... but neither is it a good situation when everyone tries to solve a situation in their own "special" way...

The answer : the proximity rule... the nearer you are to the scene, the more you have the voice and responsibility to act... this can be simply asking someone to come in line to buy a ticket... to stopping a quarrel that has turned very ugly...

The point is be a good citizen :)

P.S. : This post is just to prove the point that i can write anything in my blog and nobody can question me ;) u can only comment :)

Theft

2008-02-01T15:04:00.003+05:30

The letter to my dearest,

There are times when the mere chance of seeing you makes the trip through that maze a magical journey, negotiating the potholes and the arrogant vendors that populate the way, i reach the place and steal a glance at the stop where i have seen you most of the time. Every time I'm not blessed with that darshan, i make a mental note of the times you are not present.

The journey from thereon with such a heavy heart is very tough indeed. With a heart that is half broken, hanging on the faintest hope that there is a tomorrow and there is a chance to see you then. The rest of the day goes on, just goes on. Nothing special, nothing different, the same old work and the same old people. I've never seen you in the evening, still that doesn't make much difference,
the seconds before i pass your bus stop
tests would say I'm definitely on my full stop.

then there are days when i do see you,
they are not just a few minutes of eye-to-eye contact
they are an eternity of sunshine and beauty waiting for me to act.

you do not open your mouth, neither do you move those beautiful fingers,
but i get my message very loud and clear,
because your eyes in my heart forever lingers.

they say a thousand words each of them crying out a different meaning,
it takes me a lot more effort to take all that in and yet move on just beaming.

that whole day goes on just deciphering the meaning of unsaid words. I can't describe to you in words how many different ways i promised to act on the next rendezvous, but all in vain my words fail every time my eyes meet yours.

So now after groping in the dark for hours at end, I have put to words (tried) what runs in my head. This letter doesn't have a subject, this is not even a letter, this is a note to inform you of the theft of my heart.

2008-01-31T12:46:00.000+05:30

If there is one thing we can find more often in this world than sin, it can only be advertisements. We see them whereever we are. Try watching TV for 15 minutes at a stretch and voila!!! you are bombarded with advertisements for products and services ranging from shampoos and oils to tractors and apartments.

what do one make of it???

i don't know how others deal with this intrusion into their leisure time... but me! i enjoy them. When i have the remote, channel surfing is the best way to spend quality time. surfing the channels in search of what? of course! songs, but they are not the only attractions. If you really have an eye for quality entertainment, you might end up enjoying some good ADVERTISEMENTS. There are a lot of such advertisements on air.

The main aim of advertisements is to rivet the viewers attention to the product. Some advertisements focus at just that. In that legacy i would like to remind you of some such advertisements.

Hrithik Roshan and Milano - Remember that ad where Hrithik plays a kitchen help and is seduced by an angelic beauty and he prepares a great cookie. It is everyone's dream to have such an experience, and that too one with such perks (promotion,name,fame!!!).

Mentos - A pupil comes late and walks into the class, is caught and sent back... the other version where the protagonist chews a mentos, moves into the class as if trying to leave it and ends saving his attendance(Don't try this in your class, your lecturers have already seen this ad).

Thums up - The beverage with the cool tag taste the thunder, with stunts that were boasted as Hollywood made(nostalgia).

Mountain Dew - A series of ads that were made in the line of thums up and lived upto it. They were cool even though they didn't have any familiar face.

Fast Track - This is a new ad that has been hitting the TV screens recently with the tag "how many you have ?". The ad where gals in a campus hang upside-down to see the watch. (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4WnPHyICnCM)

TVS Apache - This is a cool add that teaches Newton's laws in college (with the bike of course). If you haven't seen this ad, please watch it at youtube(http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QYjgfs1JE7I).

Joy Alukkas - This is a range of cool ads that are constantly evolving. The reason i like these ads is that the models they show are really beautiful, you can take my word for it!

These are only a few ads that i remember now. I'm sure there a lot many ads that are as splendid as these,feel free to post them on the comments section, I'll add them as a followup :)

My friend has another interesting story about these ads... jump-in if you have time :) (company will not be responsible for any doodles)
http://reachout4dhorizon.blogspot.com

Martyr's Day

2008-01-30T12:59:00.000+05:30

Today is Martyr's day, everyone knows that but there is a lot more to this day than just the death of Gandhiji. Here's a list of different events that happened on January the 30th.

1648 - Eighty Years' War: The Treaty of Münster signed, ending the conflict between the Netherlands and Spain.

1649 - King Charles I of England is beheaded.

1835 - first assassination attempt against an USA President Andrew Jackson in the United States Capitol.

1889 - Archduke Crown Prince Rudolf of Austria, heir to the Austro-Hungarian crown, was found dead with his mistress Baroness Mary Vetsera in Mayerling .

1933 - Adolf Hitler is sworn in as Chancellor of Germany.

1943 - Holocaust in Letychiv, Ukraine: German Gestapo commence mass shootings of Jews from Letychiv Ghetto.

1945 - The Wilhelm Gustloff, overfilled with refugees, sinks in the Baltic Sea after being torpedoed by a Soviet submarine, leading to the deadliest maritime disaster in known history, killing roughly 9,000 people.

1945 - World War II: Hitler gives his last ever public address; a radio address on the 12th anniversary of his coming to power.

1948 - Father of the nation Mohandas Karamchand Gandhi is assassinated by Nathuram Godse, a Hindu extremist.

1956 - American civil rights leader Martin Luther King, Jr.'s home is bombed in retaliation for the Montgomery Bus Boycott.

1969 - The Beatles' last public performance, on the roof of Apple Records in London. The impromptu concert is broken up by the police.

1972 - Bloody Sunday: United Kingdom British Paratroopers kill fourteen civil rights /anti internment marchers in Northern Ireland.

1979 - Varig 707-323C freighter, flown by the same commander of Flight 820, disappears over the ocean 30 minutes after taking off from Tokyo.

1982 - Richard Skrenta writes the first PC virus code, which is 400 lines long and disguised as an Apple boot program called "Elk Cloner."

2007 - Sidney Sheldon, American author, playwright, and screenwriter dies suffering from complications arising from pneumonia.

Look out for the headlines tomorrow n keep your fingers crossed :)

The butterfly effect

2008-01-29T11:59:00.001+05:30

This is not about the film that many of us might've watched. The chaos theory is also called the butterfly effect. Heard about the idea that a butterfly's wings might create tiny changes in the atmosphere that ultimately cause a tornado to appear (or prevent a tornado from appearing) on the other side of the earth. This is based on a scientific concept of sensitive dependence on initial conditions. The flapping wing represents a small change in the initial condition of the system, which causes a chain of events leading to large-scale phenomena. Had the butterfly not flapped its wings, the trajectory of the system might have been vastly different. This is what jeff goldblum(ian malcolm) explains in jurrasic park as the reason for the park's pending destruction. why write about this, why now? i dunno... just thought it might be something to write about... i actually tried to find the actual sequence of events that might've been the part of the chain of reactions from the butterfly to the tornado, but missed it somewhere at the avalanche in the alps :)

I am struck at this point for a long time (2 hrs), so it would be better to leave things at this point :)

If u have anything to say follow this

positive comments : post at this blog :)
constructive criticisms : genecreator@gmail.com ;)
others : keep it with u

some nice jokes that i came across :)

2008-01-28T12:43:00.000+05:30

What do you call a woman with a bottle opener in one hand, a knife in the other, a pair of scissors under her arm and a corkscrew behind her ear?

A Swiss Army Wife.
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As a couple are dining in a restaurant, the husband keeps staring at a drunken woman sitting alone nearby. “Do you know her?” his wife asks.

“Yes,” he sighs. “She's my ex-wife. She started drinking after we divorced seven years ago.”

“My God,” says his wife. “Who would think someone could celebrate that long?”

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Sheela is shopping in a department store when she sees something interesting in the kitchenware section. “What’s that?” she asks the sales assistant.

“A Thermos flask. It keeps hot things hot and cold things cold.”

Impressed, Sheela buys one and takes it along to her next lunch date with her friends. “Look girls,” she says proudly. “I got a Thermos flask.”

The girls are impressed. “What does it do?”

“It keeps hot things hot and cold things cold.”

“Amazing. What have you got in it?”

“Two cups of cappuccino and an ice cream,” replies Sheela.

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On New Year's Eve, a woman called a noisy bar to attention and said that at the stroke of midnight she wanted every husband to be standing next to the one person who made his life worth living. In the resulting rush to him, the barman was almost trampled to death.

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If you're being chased by a police dog, try not to go through a tunnel, then on to a little see-saw, then jump through a hoop of fire. They're trained for that.

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First mother: “How’s your son getting on at medical school?”

Second mother: “I don’t know, I can’t read his letters.”

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Cell phone number series for india

2008-01-27T18:59:00.000+05:30

Delhi

Bharti Cellular
( 98100 - 98109) 98100 , 98101, 98102, 98103, 98104, 98104, 98105, 98106, 98107, 98108, 98109,
(98180 - 98189)98180, 98181, 98182, 98183, 98184, 98185, 98186, 98187, 98188, 98189
(98710- 98719) 98710, 98711, 98712, 98713, 98714, 98715, 98716, 98717, 98718, 98719

Hutchison Essar
(98110 - 98119) 98110 , 98111, 98112, 98113, 98114, 98115, 98116, 98117, 98118, 98119
(98990 - 98999) , 98990 , 98991, 98992, 98993, 98994, 98995, 98996, 98997, 98998, 98999
(98730 - 98739) 98730, 98731, 98732, 98733, 98734,
98735, 98736, 98737, 98738, 98739

Idea Cellular
(98910 - 98919) 98910, 98911, 98912, 98913, 98914,
98915, 98916, 98917, 98918, 98919
(99110 - 99114) 99110, 99111, 99112, 99113, 99114

MTNL
(98680 - 98689) 98680, 98681, 98682, 98683, 98684, 98685, 98686, 98687, 98688, 98689

Mumbai
BPL Mobile Communications
(98210 - 98219) 98210, 98211, 98212, 98213, 98214, 98215, 98216, 98217, 98218, 98219
(98700 - 98709) 98700 , 98701, 98702, 98703, 98704,
98705, 98706, 98707, 98708, 98709

Bharti Cellular
(98920 - 98929) 98920, 98921, 98922, 98923, 98924, 98925, 98926, 98927, 98928, 98929
(98670 - 98679) 98670, 98671, 98672, 98673, 98674,
98675, 98676, 98677, 98678, 98679

Hutchison Max
(98200 - 98209) 98200, 98201, 98202, 98203, 98204, 98205, 98206, 98207, 98208, 98209
(98190 - 98199) 98190, 98191, 98192, 98193, 98194,
98195, 98196, 98197, 98198, 98199
(98330 - 98334) 98330, 98331, 98332, 98333, 98334

MTNL
(98690 -98699) 98690, 98691, 98692, 98693, 98694, 98695, 98696, 98697, 98698, 98699

Chennai
Aircel Cellular
(98410 - 98419) 98410, 98411, 98412, 98413, 98414,
98415, 98416, 98417, 98418, 98419
(99410 - 99414) 99410, 99411, 99412, 99413, 99414

Bharti Cellular
(98400 - 98409) 98400, 98401, 98402, 98403, 98404, 98405, 98406, 98407, 98408, 98409

Hutchison Essar
(98840 - 98844) 98841, 98842, 98843, 98844

BSNL
(94440 - 94444) 94440, 94441, 94442, 94443, 94444

Kolkata
Bharti Cellular
( 98310 - 98319) 98310, 98311, 98312, 98313, 98314, 98315, 98316, 98317, 98318, 98319

Hutchison Telecom
( 98300 - 98309) 98300, 98301, 98302, 98303, 98304, 98305, 98306, 98307, 98308, 98309
(98360 - 98364) 98360, 98361, 98362, 98363, 98364

BSNL
(94330 - 94334) 94330, 94331, 94332, 94333, 94334

A' Circle
Maharashtra
BPL Cellular
(98230 - 98239) 98230, 98231, 98232, 98233, 98234, 98235, 98236, 98237, 98238, 98239
(99230 - 99234) 99230, 99231, 99232, 99233, 99234

Idea Cellular
(98220 - 98229) 98220, 98221, 98222, 98223, 98224, 98225, 98226, 98227, 98228, 98229
(98500 - 98509) 98500, 98501, 98502, 98503, 98504, 98505, 98506, 98507, 98508, 98509
(98810 - 98814) 98810, 98811, 98812, 98813, 98814

Bharti Cellular
(98900 - 98909) 98900, 98901, 98902, 98903, 98904, 98905, 98906, 98907, 98908, 98909
(98600 - 98604) 98600, 98601, 98602, 98603, 98604

BSNL
(94220 - 94222) 94220, 94221, 94222

Gujarat

Fascel
(98250 - 98259) 98250, 98251, 98252, 98253, 98254, 98255, 98256, 98257, 98258, 98259
(98790 - 98799) 98790, 98791, 98792, 98793, 98794, 98795, 98796, 98797, 98798, 98799
(99250 - 99254) 99250, 99251, 99252, 99253, 99254

Idea Cellular
(98240 - 98249) 98240, 98241, 98242, 98243, 98244,
98245, 98246, 98247, 98248, 98249
(99240 - 99244) 99240, 99241, 99242, 99243, 99244

Bharti Cellular
(98980 - 98989) 98980, 98981, 98982, 98983, 98984, 98985, 98986, 98987, 98988, 98989

BSNL
(94260 - 94269) 94260, 94261, 94262, 94263, 94264, 94265, 94266, 94267, 94268, 94269

Andhra Pradesh

Idea Cellular
(98480 - 98489) 98480, 98481, 98482, 98483, 98484,
98485, 98486, 98487, 98488, 98489
(99480 - 99484) 99480, 99481, 99482, 99483, 99484

Bharti Cellular
(98490 - 98499) 98490 , 98491, 98492, 98493, 98494,
98495, 98496, 98497, 98498, 98499
(98660 - 98664) 98660, 98661, 98662, 98663, 98664
(99490 - 99494) 99490, 99491, 99492, 99493, 99494

Hutchison Essar
(98850 - 98859) 98850, 98851, 98852, 98853, 98854, 98855, 98856, 98857, 98858, 98859

BSNL
(94400 - 94402) 94400, 94401, 94402

Karnataka

Bharti Cellular
(98450 - 98459) 98450, 98451, 98452, 98453, 98454, 98455, 98456, 98457, 98458, 98459
(98800 - 98809) 98800, 98801, 98802, 98803, 98804, 98805, 98806, 98807, 98808, 98809
(99455 - 99459) 99455, 99456, 99457, 99458, 99459

Spice Communications
(98440 - 98449) 98440, 98441, 98442, 98443, 98444, 98445, 98446, 98447, 98448, 98449

Hutchison Essar
(98860 - 98869) 98860, 98861, 98862, 98863, 98864, 98865, 98866, 98867, 98868, 98869

BSNL
(94480 - 94482) 94480, 94481, 94482

TamilNadu

BPL Cellular
(98430 - 98439) 98430, 98431, 98432, 98433, 98434, 98435, 98436, 98437, 98438, 98439

Aircel
(98420 - 98429) 98420, 98421, 98422, 98423, 98424,
98425, 98426, 98427, 98428, 98249
(98650 - 98659) 98650, 98651, 98652, 98653, 98654,
98655, 98656, 98657, 98658, 98659

BSNL
(94430 - 94432) 94430 , 94431, 94432

Bharti Cellular
( 98940 - 98949) 98940 , 98941, 98942, 98943, 98944, 98945, 98946, 98947, 98948, 98949

B' Circle
Kerala
Idea Mobile Communications
(98470 - 98479) 98470, 98471, 98472, 98473, 98474,
98475, 98476, 98477, 98478, 98479

BPL Cellular
( 98460 - 98469) 98460, 98461, 98462, 98463, 98464, 98465, 98466, 98467, 98468, 98469

Bharti Cellular
( 98950 - 98959) 98950, 98951, 98952, 98953, 98954,
98955, 98956, 98957, 98958, 98959

BSNL
(94470 - 94479) 94470, 94471, 94472, 94473, 94474, 94475, 94476, 94477, 94478, 94479

Punjab
Spice Communication
(98140 - 98149) 98140, 98141, 98142, 98143, 98144, 98145, 98146, 98147, 98148, 98149
(99140 - 99144) 99140, 99141, 99142, 99143, 99144

Bharti Cellular
(98150 - 98159)98150, 98151, 98152, 98153, 98154, 98155, 98156, 98157, 98158, 98159
( 98720 - 98729)98720, 98721, 98722, 98723, 98724, 98725, 98726, 98727, 98728, 98729
(98760 - 98764)98760, 98761, 98762, 98763, 98764

BSNL
( 94170 - 94172) 94170, 94171, 94172

Hutchison Essar
( 98880 - 98889) 98880, 98881,98882, 98883, 98884,
98885, 98886, 98887, 98888, 98889

Haryana
Idea Mobile Communication
(98120 - 98124) 98120, 98121, 98122, 98123, 98124

Aircel Digilink
(98130 - 98134) 98130, 98131, 98132, 98133, 98134

Bharti Cellular
(98960 - 98964) 98960, 98961, 98962, 98963, 98964

BSNL
(94160 - 94164) 94160, 94161, 94162, 94163, 94163

Uttar Pradesh(West)

Idea Cellular
(98370 - 98379) 98370, 98371, 98372, 98373, 98374,
98374, 98375, 98376, 98377, 98378, 98379
(99270 - 99274) 99270, 99271, 99272, 99273, 99274

Bharti Cellular
(98970 - 98979) 98970 , 98971, 98972, 98973, 98974,
98975, 98976, 98977,98978, 98979

BSNL
(94120 - 94122) 94120, 94121, 94122

Hutchison Essar
(97190 - 97199) 97190, 97191, 97192, 97193, 97194,
97195, 97196, 97197, 9719
(97580 - 97599) 97580, 97581, 97582, 97583, 97584,
97585, 97586, 97587, 97588

Uttar Pradesh(East)

Aircel Digilink
(98390 - 98399) 98390, 98391, 98392, 98393, 98394,
98395, 98396, 98397, 98398, 98399
(98385 - 98389) 98385, 98386, 98387, 98388, 98389

BSNL
(94150 - 94159) 94150, 94151, 94152, 94153, 94154,
94155, 94156, 94167, 94158, 94159

Bharti Cellular
(99350 - 99359) 99350, 99351, 99352, 99353, 99353,
99354, 99354, 99355, 99356, 99357, 99358, 99359
(99360 - 99369) 99360, 99361, 99362, 99363, 99364,
99365, 99366, 99367, 99368, 99369

Rajasthan

Aircel Digilink
(98280 - 98289) 98280, 98281, 98282, 98283, 98284,
98285, 98286, 98287, 98288, 98289

Bharti Hexacom
(98290 - 98299) 98290, 98291, 98292, 98293, 98294,
98295, 98296, 98297, 98298, 98299
(99280 - 99284) 99280, 99281, 99282, 992823, 99284

BSNL
(94140 - 94142) 94140, 94141, 94142

Madhya Pradesh

Idea Cellular
(98260 - 98269) 98260, 98261, 98262, 98263, 98264,
98265, 98266, 98267, 98268, 98269

Reliance
(98270 - 98279) 98270, 98271, 98272, 98273, 98274,
98275, 98276, 98277, 98278, 98279

Bharti Cellular
(98930 - 98939) 98930, 98931, 98932, 98933, 98934
98935, 98936, 98937, 98938, 98939

BSNL
(94250 - 94252) 94250, 94251, 94252

West Bengal & Andaman&Nicobar Islands

Reliance
(98320 - 98324) 98320, 98321, 98322, 98323, 98324

BSNL

Bharti
(99320 - 99339) 99320, 99321, 99322, 99323, 99324,
99325, 99326, 99327, 99328, 99329, 99330, 99331,
99332, 99333, 99334, 99335, 99336, 99337, 99338,
99339

Hutchison
(97320 - 97339) 97320, 97321, 97322, 97323, 97324,
97325, 97326, 97327, 97328, 97329, 97330, 97331,
97332, 97333, 97334, 97335, 97336, 97337, 97338,
97339

C' Circle
Himachal Pradesh
Bharti Cellular
(98160 - 98164) 98160, 98161, 98162, 98163, 98164

Reliance Telecom
(98170)

BSNL
(94180 - 94184) 94180, 94181, 94182, 94183, 94184

Bihar & Jharkhand

Reliance Telecom
(98350 - 98359) 98350, 98351, 98352, 98353, 98354, 98355, 98356, 98357, 98358, 98359

BSNL
(94310 - 94314) 94310, 94311, 94312, 94313, 94314

Bharti
(99340 - 99349) 99340, 99341, 99342, 99343, 99344,
99345, 99346, 99347, 99348, 99349

Orissa

Reliance
(98610 - 98614) 98610, 98611, 98612, 98613, 98614

BSNL
( 94370 - 94374) 94370, 94371, 94372, 94373, 94374

Bharti
(99370 - 99389) 99370, 99371, 99372, 99373, 99374,
99375, 99376, 99377, 99378, 99379, 99380, 99381,
99382, 99383, 99384, 99385, 99386, 99387, 99388,
99389

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2008-01-26T20:24:00.000+05:30